I done cracked my mind trynna figure it out I Got nameless faces telling what they did for me now Paint a picture vivid, this pain just a flick in the mouth This time I tend to listen, mistakes made a nigga turn round Like when I whispered too loud I took the diligent route Not attention seeking truthfully get sick of the crowd I just bench press the demons that sit on chest and stay crouched Know my destiny’s beaming not made for simple amounts Take a second for breathing and unstiffen my frown Had fretted for reasons I admit held me down Had Reset all my chess pieces and refit my own crown Steady reaching keep my ten toes and ten fingers to ground Breaking down my problems and I still ain’t found the reason Ashamed of looking softer, make sure to harden my features Its always darkness I’m seein Pardon my wrongs i repeat it Locked in a cycle, Haunted thoughts I still hear em screaming And I fear what is beneath me Still seeking to reach the ceiling Peace of mind is what im feigning Feel alive while I’m still breathing Slipped on ice but I’m alright tryna find where my feet went Dimpled smile, but brain on fire, insides fryin deep within My fight been weakenin since a kid peep the dead leaves in the wind What’s the beginning or end Stare into a sinkin abyss This feeling of bliss revealin itself as just another big myth At least it feels like it is

Idle hands be the downfall of my sanity My time is sand, See I can’t be all that I plan to be Cast a net, the product empty and I’m panicking Gears churning in my head see smoke but the answer flees find my first instinct to always be the last to speak My role in this thing is uncertain like I’m still practicing Shattered wings keep me grounded while I factor in who really a part of my circle, make sure the glasses clink Stone cold emotions my face is leaking rocks And it’s Hard to open, voice fail when I’m feeling forgot I ain’t been speaking to God Wheeling away from whos closest spending my weekends inside Fraid to show weakness at times And those times, make the majority Try stay extra precautious got siblings who adorin me Face Painted Fraudulent my heart ain’t where it’s sposed to be Goals and thoughts being altered I don’t know who controlling me Dizzy spells seein Six to twelve people who don’t wish me well Discipline is missin got a feeling they is quick to tell Blood thicker than water but turned sickle cell Reading expressions flipping the pages like I’m feelin braille Getting sick of concealing I wish to keep it bare Unleashing the kid that’s within just tryna see what’s there Feet bleeding but necessary to free from Snares Kick the teeth in of hiding snakes been taught to be aware Eyes peeled, but they peering away from contacts Close quarters living transform to combat Arm wrestle Father Time turn the clock back another loss stamped I don’t fear death So tell my momma call me home On the search For what was known A nigga can’t do this alone Walking by myself Small room couldn’t pace far Now zooooom like a race car I might even Uber if the face far Let me cop an eighth Smoke it to Tha face, Lamar Jackson how it run in the fam Don’t fuck with me I guarantee You ain’t gon want no other man, after Now they all stand Cause I’m the number one hand clapper I’m the one With the mic, in my hand snapping Now his body In a big black hummer truck Cause his man wasssss lacking What bout allll the guns That them black sprinter vans was packing What bout all them woods That my man was packing I’m tryna get Flyer than you’ll ever be High as I’ll ever see Yeah

I ain’t weeped since a infant, I’m used to bottles now Spending weeks alone livin Viewing My Mental still tumble round Been meaning to beep at my siblings Wish we could Hug it out This grief sunk its teeth in, needing relief when the sun in clouds What’s freedom when each of my people seen As just something foul Peace equals nothing to heathens waiting to hunt us down feeling of hatred weigh on me times a hunnid pounds The dream was a dream black children afraid to go run and shout Safekeep what’s left, caress my fear against tougher crowds Freeze in my tracks like when I was seeing my mothers frown Keeping my back like the neck of owls stay turned around Weaklings get hacked I’m not hearing we’ll Work it out head a mess can’t express all the outcomes I fear for Followed by threats Webbed up nests that are products of detours I be lending my last breath to be told to just breathe more Crackers a threat, igniting fires exploding like c4 And what’s the fee or what’s the price these century wars orbiting lives like satellites attempt to dampen my light Notice the panic in eyes Returning towers to soil even if Samson my plight Baton passed in my hold we run the last of the miles Liberation a hoax they still plan our demise Throw up they cancerous lies